six weeks ago it is since my last entry. At that time I had more hope for a future career. Meanwhile, this is pretty withering away.
The first 4 weeks of the 6-month work training I had in the meantime behind me. And I can now say with certainty. A return to computer science for me is no longer realistic. For many hours I sat at my desk, unable to concentrate entirely with the idea somewhere else. Only I can not yet say whether it's the work itself or the work environment (people, location ,...). Now I look that I can the next 2 to 3 weeks to make a Photoshop self-study. The idea is then to find out if I can concentrate with this other work, I am better. If not, I'll be a case for the invalidity pension - which means, unfortunately, not that I get this also awarded. But if I work better with others clearly come, I know that I need a re-training - but this unfortunately also means not at all that they paid me the IV. And this is the great fear that I will pay the IV or a retraining or a pension. And then I was sitting pretty in the shit.
addition, increases the workload on Wednesday from 4 to 6 hours per day. This alone could put the whole work training the death blow.
This changes everything not alter the fact that I have in recent weeks with joy again photographed more concerts and other events with my EOS 450D . Many of the photos I will this week make the first online, because I have not had time to go through it.
The then come all to my photo page, http://photo.borntodie.net/ .
No matter how my professional future will look like or whether I even have one, take pictures I will not take me. The 3 months of work
