darkscar @ 2008-11-25T01: 09:00
Waiting for the sleep, a wave that comes and go to bed with me takes the worry (at least over night) and brings relaxation.
What ultimately leads to sleep, exhausted by the fruitless wait is on this wave.
From an emotional, I sleep on a hard stone floor.
Monday, November 24, 2008
Saturday, November 22, 2008
What's It Like Having A Hysterectomy
War's it matter that can be everything, what comes next, when it's over ...
Next week I work my last days in ESPAS , then my work training and clarification of my work over. A final interview with the Disability found last week. Conclusion: There will be a rent review, their decision is expected by year end. It is likely that I will (I can not hear that term) because of my 'prejudice' get a disability pension of 50% (or perhaps 75%).
This is partly good, sometimes not ... In any case, I will the next few weeks, have plenty of time to make me think about my future (at least until the decision of the pension check I say vacation).
Next week I work my last days in ESPAS , then my work training and clarification of my work over. A final interview with the Disability found last week. Conclusion: There will be a rent review, their decision is expected by year end. It is likely that I will (I can not hear that term) because of my 'prejudice' get a disability pension of 50% (or perhaps 75%).
This is partly good, sometimes not ... In any case, I will the next few weeks, have plenty of time to make me think about my future (at least until the decision of the pension check I say vacation).
Saturday, November 8, 2008
Gay Bath House Mobile, Al
Mantus - This world is soulless ...
Mantus - This world is soulless ...
And I look out the window at the streets of this gray city
Where is the paradise, which has promised the world to me
The emptiness burns in my heart glides silently through my head I
search, but I no longer ask for Satan or God
pass by people who do not know what to do with their time
life without content as a way out of loneliness
In silence are dreams and thoughts you want to die
no third kingdom, as they will not prevent a fourth
Every day I hear of murder and terror in the world
of war and peace that each end in a cemetery
Beka I once with that little girl is raped
I only knew that I'd kill the rapist on the spot
I do not ask more for the truth or reality
believe only in myself and in moments of tenderness
Because deep in my heart, the company is still foreign to
And will not change until one day the sky is burning
Where is the home that was once so connected
but I see no hope and I do not know where I belong
Even in my dreams they haunt me till death
Up even dreamed of paradise in me to sink threatens
And only when I close my eyes and think of you to
Did I give away thousands more love for life or
And suddenly makes sense again
every thought And I realize what I want and who I really am
And sneaking back to breeding a new depression
She comes almost every day since I began to think for themselves
And every man should be clear, the judge is
We are responsible for the suffering and misery in this world
yet I follow the path of rebellion and poetry
Before I sink into the very depths of my lethargy
And on the streets I see how the capital rules
materialism as a new sense of life
was never promoted the youth further away from the old
never have children forgotten how to dream faster
And sometimes I wish that the day will come at last
Where this planet loses its innocence nor last
And only when I close my eyes to think of you
Did I give away thousands more love for life even
And suddenly makes every thought
meaning again And I realize what I want and who I really am
This world is soulless, only in you I find solace
Hold me in your arms, let me never to go
This World soulless, only in you I find solace
Hold me in your arms, let me never again going to cry no more
laugh no more, no more love, not hate, not
dream, not live, only hope, prayer is the only ...
cry No more, no more laughing, no longer love, not hate everything,
dream no more, no longer live, but hope yet, just pray ...
This world is soulless, only in you I find solace
Hold me in your arms, let me never to go
This world soulless, only in you I find solace
Hold me in your arms, never let me go back
( video on YouTube )
Mantus - This world is soulless ...
And I look out the window at the streets of this gray city
Where is the paradise, which has promised the world to me
The emptiness burns in my heart glides silently through my head I
search, but I no longer ask for Satan or God
pass by people who do not know what to do with their time
life without content as a way out of loneliness
In silence are dreams and thoughts you want to die
no third kingdom, as they will not prevent a fourth
Every day I hear of murder and terror in the world
of war and peace that each end in a cemetery
Beka I once with that little girl is raped
I only knew that I'd kill the rapist on the spot
I do not ask more for the truth or reality
believe only in myself and in moments of tenderness
Because deep in my heart, the company is still foreign to
And will not change until one day the sky is burning
Where is the home that was once so connected
but I see no hope and I do not know where I belong
Even in my dreams they haunt me till death
Up even dreamed of paradise in me to sink threatens
And only when I close my eyes and think of you to
Did I give away thousands more love for life or
And suddenly makes sense again
every thought And I realize what I want and who I really am
And sneaking back to breeding a new depression
She comes almost every day since I began to think for themselves
And every man should be clear, the judge is
We are responsible for the suffering and misery in this world
yet I follow the path of rebellion and poetry
Before I sink into the very depths of my lethargy
And on the streets I see how the capital rules
materialism as a new sense of life
was never promoted the youth further away from the old
never have children forgotten how to dream faster
And sometimes I wish that the day will come at last
Where this planet loses its innocence nor last
And only when I close my eyes to think of you
Did I give away thousands more love for life even
And suddenly makes every thought
meaning again And I realize what I want and who I really am
This world is soulless, only in you I find solace
Hold me in your arms, let me never to go
This World soulless, only in you I find solace
Hold me in your arms, let me never again going to cry no more
laugh no more, no more love, not hate, not
dream, not live, only hope, prayer is the only ...
cry No more, no more laughing, no longer love, not hate everything,
dream no more, no longer live, but hope yet, just pray ...
This world is soulless, only in you I find solace
Hold me in your arms, let me never to go
This world soulless, only in you I find solace
Hold me in your arms, never let me go back
( video on YouTube )
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